The
last couple of weeks have been
very disturbing for me. Well, actually
it started earlier, a couple of
months ago. You see, I'd begun
experiencing strange symptoms
which didn't make any sense at all
to me. However, a week ago I
found out what was going on,
and, well,
it was a little upsetting.
So,
a couple of months ago I started
feeling just a little dizzy now
and then. You know the feeling,
I'm sure: like I'd gotten up out
of the chair too fast or spun
around a bit. I didn't think anything
of it as there was so much else
going on that I just chalked
it up to stress or something
like that.
This
was followed by thirst. Oh, let
me tell you, I got so thirsty!
I've always drunk diet Coke, but
now I started drinking bottle
after bottle until I was
literally purchasing three six-packs
a day! It seemed like I could
not get enough liquids.
Naturally,
this led to another problem: I
could not be too far away
from a bathroom. Sleep starting
becoming difficult as I had to
constantly get up, sometimes as
often as every hour, to visit the
little boys room.
On
top of that, and most disturbing
of all, my vision started to do
strange things. I began seeing
blurry spots, halos and things were
a little fuzzy around the edges.
On top of that, my eyes felt grainy
and dusty all of the time.
Other
small symptoms appeared now and
then. I had a brief headache,
some nausea, then another
headache. It was very strange, but
I was under a lot of stress at
the time and didn't think much of
anything at all.
You
see, I was blinded by one thing:
I never get sick. Because of that,
it never even crossed my mind
that something might actually be
wrong. I just chalked it up to
the events going on around me.
It
wasn't that I was not
confronting my symptoms, it's
just that it
was inconceivable to me that I
could get sick.
Four
weeks ago the vision problems
got severe enough that I went to
my doctor's office to see what
was going on. I described a few of
the symptoms to him, and he took
out his blood pressure meter and
took a check. Yep, he told me,
my blood pressure was high and that
could cause blurry vision. He
prescribed some pills and I went
on my way.
The
pills didn't help the symptoms
even though my blood pressure went
to normal range within a week or
so. My vision continued to get
worse, so I visited the
ophthalmologist. He looked at my eyes
and prescribed new glasses.
This
didn't feel right at all. My
vision could not have changed that
much in just a month. I was
convinced that something was going
on with me, but I was not sure
what it could be.
I
continued to be thirsty and
started drinking lots of juice.
Now my
vision really started to get bad
and the other symptoms became severe.
One
day I walked into the kitchen at
work and saw a couple of donuts.
I ate them both and went back to
my desk - and almost passed
out. My co-workers were quite
amused as they said I got this
glazed look on my face and just
"went out of it" for a while.
Now
that should have been a big
clue, but I still didn't get it, at
least not for a week or so. The
symptoms continued and I started
to catch a clue (finally) as to
what might be going on.
That
same night (a couple of weeks
ago) when I arrived home I immediately
found my wife's glucose meter,
pricked my finger and put
a drop of my blood on the test
strip. Forty-five seconds later I
knew the answer.
I
have diabetes - type 2 diabetes.
A non-diabetic person's blood
sugar level tends to float
between 90 and 120 or even get as
high as 150 after a meal. Sugar
is highly regulated by various
organs in the body, as it can be
deadly if the levels get
too high or too low. Normally a
person does not need to worry about
this as the body knows how to
perform this control.
In
a type 2 diabetic, this control
is not working properly and the
sugar level fluctuates wildly.
My sugar level that evening was
at 450, which is very, very
high. A hundred points higher
and I
might have found myself
unconscious and a hundred points
higher than
that probably would have landed
me in the hospital.
Believe
it or not, it was such an
incredibly relief to finally know
what was going on with my body.
While it was upsetting to learn
I had diabetes, knowing about a
condition means it can be controlled
and handled. And handle it I
have done, and now my sugar
is normal - as long as I take
some medication, test it regularly
and control my diet.